How Can I Turn Back the Clock and Be Different?

Question by healinghands1979: How can i turn back the clock and be different?
[rewrite]I currently wish I had the guts to kill myself right now so i wouldnt keep breaking my familys heart….i need help but im broke and ashamed…..im in a terrible situation….im divorced and remarried and now im being abused again……i have no friends i trust……my job barely keeps me fed and my bills are piling up….im injured from a car accident last year and cannot afford help…….my family lives 900 miles away and cannot help me they just lament that i “do this to myself” i gave up drugs but i miss them…i miss not caring about my problems……..i hate life….ii dont believe in suicide but i want to hurt myself. mental disease runs in my family…everybody is a drunk/drug addict and takes pills pills upon pills……i feel like im being punished..where is god???
who can help me?? i want to die
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Answer by laura d
You can’t, you have to live with what you did.You also have to trust God did what he did for a reson.

Answer by Demun
I currently wish I had the guts to kill myself right now so i wouldn’t keep breaking my family’s heart
Don’t you think that would break their heart more then anything else?
I did Meth for 10yrs cause I liked not caring about stuff, but now that I am clean and got my head straight I think…….WTF, I wasted 10yrs on dope
1. You need to GET OUT of the relationship you’re in if its abusive
2. See a doctor for the depression(If you’re that broke then get on medicaid)
3. Maybe you can move back home long enough to get back on your feet(As I don’t know your family this is a suggestion)

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